you know how whenever i ask a favor, i say, "I'd never make you do it. I got it."

It's because I'd never want to make you do anything. Like they did to me.

Maybe that's why I'm so messed up.

Neither of us know what's going on. Half of me hopes we never figure it out. The other half hopes that my wishful thinking isn't just wishful thinking.

i just saw the hottest yamapi makeout scene of my life. holy fxck. thank you buzzer beat ep 7. then again, im not exactly sober.

I Need to do these things just because...
these must happen one way or another =)

[ 1 ] Publish a book or a least submit a query
[ 2 ] Roadtrip to LA with peeps
[ 3 ] Comic-con San Diego, at least once
[ 4 ] Become uber awesome at the guitar
[ 5 ] Go to Vancouver
[ 6 ] Go to 日本 and/or meet someone from JE
[ 7 ] Go to Seoul and/ meet someone from the following: Shineee/SNSD/2NE1
[ 8 ] Wander Manila, Philippines and meet someone there
[ 9 ] Become fluent in Tagalog and/or Kampampangan
[ 10 ] Become fluent in Japanese
[ 11 ] Become fluent in Korean
[ 12 ] Weigh 120 or at least look 120 =)
[ 13 ] Wander Berkeley again one day
[ 14 ] Meet with Stereo Skyline! =) They're so awesome.
[ 15 ] Make a permanent site again, maybe?
[ 16 ] Get a job at Stonestown next summer
[ 17 ] See Jackie in Toronto!
[ 18 ] Head to London ...I'm curious about it for some reason
[ 19 ] Own the complete set of Digimon Seasons 1-3 , I'm such a dork =)
[ 20 ] Own the complete set of Supernatural, Dean Winchester foreverrrrrrr
[ 21 ] Get video savy again and make a bunch of music videos on YouTube just for fun
[ 22 ] Maybe get into drawing again?
[ 23 ] Attempt to read a book a week? Then again that's only 52 books in a year...should I go for 2 books in a week? Haha.
[ 24 ] Finish A Series of Unfortunate Events...I never got to the end...
[ 25 ] Finish the Eragon series
[ 26 ] At least have a glimpse at a meteor shower
[ 27 ] Do an online photo series. It sounds kinda fun.

And this list will probably get longer. lol.

WOW. Looks like Johnny notices his boys aint gettin as much love from the world as they used to since the recent Korean takeover i.e. Epik High, 2NE1, SHINee, Big Bang, SNSD

- TEGOMASSU gets a single AND AN ALBUM?
- New Johnny group called B.I. Shadow. THEYRE SO TINY. haha.
- Ryo (NEWS/KANJANI8) and Ryousuke (HSJ) are in a drama together
- Yamapi's in Buzzer Beat with Kitagawa Keiko
- I think someone from SMAP has a drama too
- Toma and a bunch of other JE people are in dramas this season and next season. Crazy.
- "I Come With the Rain" sounds like a good movie for some odd reason... *cough* Josh Hartnett maybe??? HAHA. With JE boy Kimura Takuya and Korean Lee Byung Hyun

Other random factssss...

- Dylan and Cole Sprouse are seniors already? They're only 16!! o_O
- Selena Gomez apparently wants to not act on TV anymore...sighhh. Awww...I love Wizards of Waverly Place.
- Miley and Nick are back together. Okilydokily. That's koo.
- I really want Demi's new album Here We Go Again. I have no idea why. and Drake's album. So random.


Uh-oh. There's a baby crying in the backgruond.

still in the PI, chillaxin a bit, piggin out on grapes. YUUUUUP. some notes on the update of popculture here:

-- Korean girl group 2NE1 is very loved here apparently, they're video shot up to #2 randomly on the MYX top 10 today. They're like the girl Big Bang. Haha. And according to wikipedia, they got really popular really fast. THey're makin a U.S. album already. Craazzzy. Just debuted a month ago.

-- Still in post-Twilight rage, when my dad went to the PI in november, he said it was really really bad

--Boys Over Flowers dominates the Korean novella hour before the 7'0 clock news. Other channels just end up playing re-runs of other korean dramas since no one watches anything else but Boys Over Flowers at this time apparently. Everywhere else is playing stuff like Kim SamSoon which was popular way back when. Oh gorgeous Kim Bum =) The dubbing is pretty damn good.

--Everyone still loves Nestea. YAY.

--The alternative flip band Spongecola is still goin strong with a random colab with Gary Valenciano. The lead singer's cute. =) Haha. He's 25. I forgot SixCycleMind had a new album.

--Adik Sa'Yo rocks my world. Jennica Garcia is awesome.

--The Swine Flu/A1(H1N1) Virus is terrifying everyone here apparently. They're going all Japan and selling 'styled' face masks. Random guards wear them at the airport.

-- OH and like there's this "Basaan" Day here in the PI. It basically means Wet Day. Haha. People get wet by like hoses and the rain just to get wet. It's some tradition I just heard about now.

Lol. I know I'm forgetting something but I can't figure it out. OH WELL. I'm gonna watch Transformers 2 TOMORROW. YAY. I missed Bumblebee. =)

wow...my most recent paycheck came in and it's the most i've earned to date. lol. it's weirdly fascinating.

it covers up everything i've spent since the start of summer and MORE. lol. its like i never went shopping! haha.

i had sugar so now I can't sleep. =/

so i'm still watchin charmed and blowing all my hard earned cash on the entire Charmed seriescuz i'm an idiot and have stupid impulses i lack control over. I'm hiding my ATM starting NOW.




Jennica Garcia and Kim So Eun look oddly alike sometimes, cept Kim So Eun has chubbier cheeks. Lawl. AND NO, it has nothing to do with the fact that I stumbled upon both of them doing the peace sign. Haha. I was watching Adik Sa Yo (Addicted to You) and The Anycall video again. I love that Kim Bum. TEEHEEE. I thought of them two for some bizarre reason.

Started making my Philippines-to-go list. Damn its long. Oh shoot. I'm gonna be on season four in Charmed in less than an hourrrrr. Bwahhaah. I feel accomplished. Stilll need to catch up on all my other dramas. Boo. Such a busy summer.

Sometimes I feel like people are looking at me funny.....hnn.

EDIT @ 1:58AM: MY CHARMED DVDs WORTH $190 ARE SCRATCHED UP ENTIRELY. Wonderful. Back to Borders.

I need to get off my ass and do something. They cut my hours for work case they hired 4 more people. insannniittty.

Anyone hear about the possibly Saved By THe Bell reunion Jimmy Fallon is tryin to get done? Haha. Zack MORRISSSS, i ♥ him =)


6 DAYS and it's SAN JOSE STATE.
8 DAYS and it's the Philippines. OH SHOOT.